Originally Posted by
mammalion
hmm how to pour out your heart to strangers? Here goes. I am not one for flaunting my personal issues in public, but today i need a huge hug/ maybe.
Divorced 14 years, children stayed with Ex husband ( long typical story) children grow up, one finally says she wants to move in with me, I skip hop and jump ( finally after all these years of being patient and supportive she is coming home....lite at the end of the tunnel so to speak. Then the clouds come, " i cant move in mom dad begged me to stay one more year.".
Now i am a pretty resonable gal, dont believe in holding my children emotionaly hostage, so i cant kick scream and fuss, i can only say i understand quietly and try to resolve this within myself. But let me tell you ouch my little heart is breaking, i got so excited, i really did ( and trust me i did not want to as things dont normally go the way i want them to.) so im shouting loudly at the universe in the only place im pretty confident noone really knows who i am, because i am angry and hurt and just want to tell you Miss Karma that this is just not fair ! when is it my turn? When do i get to smile?
