Originally Posted by
jasperandchar
So as some of you know I suffer from severe depression, GAD, OCD and this past month has been really hard with the transition of my brother in law moving in until my in-laws house is built ect....he works nights so it's really hard to get anything done.
Also having to get my GP to complete medical forms for my son who is ADHD and receive a monthly dissability pension for that, doctor said he didn't qualify although this was just a renewal for for CTB, anyhow had to call her secretary who tracked down the form that was completed 5 years ago to show the doctor. who them filled out the forms.
Also had to get my GP to fill out my forms for my medical retirement from the federal government. I got a call today saying that I forgot to sign and date the stupid forms and that 1/2 the forms were missing, good grief.
Also dh who was recently re-educated by WSIB just got word that in 2 weeks their cutting him back $1400.00 a month, sigh.
My car failed the clean air test (ONT), so I brought it to my mechanic because I have not had much luck with Canadian Tire in the past. My mechanic called me to say I need 1 new tire, 2 new coils for my structs, a new catalyctic converter and my engine was about ready to fall out, so I need an engine cradle - cost $1700.00 I don't have.
I don't feel like I'll be able to complete my 38 RAOKs (random acts of kindness) because I'm so bummed out and our cash problems just keep getting worse. I know kind guestures don't cost $ but I'm really not into it anymore as my luck just keeps getting worse & worse.
My husbands dog Charlotte (english bulldog who we adopted 6 years ago) has been costing us a fortune with all her medical problems (ears & eyes most recently).
My parents are gone 8 months of the year and only visit when it's convenient for them, my mom called and asked if she could spend my birthday with me, I said I guess so even though I really want to be alone in my own misery. Now she just called and my father is coming and their bringing their freakin' motorhome that they want to show off (I don't give a crap about their motorhome, sorry).
My in-laws never remember my birthday and this year I am really bummed out and will probably get snarkey with them, however, my m-in-law always remembers her friends birthday which is 2 days before mine.
DH is gone this weekend with father-in-law and I'm hoping I don't get any unwanted visitors as I'm crabby and home with a sick dog, two kids and can't get anything done.
sorry for ranting......I'm just feeling sorry for myself and want to crawl under a rock and hide.
thanks for reading.