Curt please keep going. You are doing so well. Don't let your "don't cares" get in the way! You know what else??? You are not far from below 200!!! Keep going and keep posting your successes. I have far more enjoyed your recent honest posts than your "down in the dumps posts" of the past. We want to hear about your struggles so we can encourage, but keep moving forward. I never told you, but I am so proud of you for talking to that girl even if the results weren't as hoped. Courage! You have it! To care and move forward in weight loss and life.