in an interesting weird predicament
hi-ok so I post questions on the CTV facebook page sometimes because there are people there who will know the answer. kind of like posting here as well. usually CTV never even notices my questions I think because I dont get responses from them. well this time I did. I was charged a conversion fee on my mastercard for something I ordered in the states. I asked if that is standard on every mastercard. The consumer watch person is wanting to do an interview because as we both thought, this fee would add up big time on a vacation. I have not traveled to the states in quite awhile and I am thinking people on here might probably know about the conversion fee because there are many who shop in the States. Anyways, my pickle I am in? the last time I was supposed to have an interview with them, I essentially got stood up because a bigger story happened and the reporter forgot to call that it wasn't happening. I am pretty sure the consumer watch person would call if something came up but I hate going through that. plus I am scared of being recorded on a camera and it will be shown on tv for people to see. I am guessing it would be such a tiny snippet of me but I only need that long to royally screw up and say something really stupid. I get nervous and things come out. I make jokes and sometimes they are not funny jokes. plus I have back issues and some days are good and some days are really bad that I can barely move. What if I have a bad day and my back doesn't allow me to sit up? ever since I had to have my first surgery and then the second and the third, many plans have had to be changed and cancelled and I feel horrible about it and often do not make plans because I am afraid of having to cancel. I feel so incredibly horrible to cancel that it kills me. it feels like I am breaking a promise. now I will spend the next week worried about what will happen. lol and then the added stress will be sure to make my back worse and it will suck. I am a complete idiot. help! how do I get over this?