Originally Posted by
JadeAngel
Autism Mother Rant:
Today is my daughter's 8th birthday and I feel very depressed. I would have loved to throw her a themed birthday party, any type of party for that matter. I would have loved to let her choose her own birthday cake. I would have loved to let her choose her own birthday present. I would do anything just to make her happy on her birthday. But, it is very IRONIC, that as much as how, I would love to celebrate her birthday, and spend a ton of money, just like my parents did for me. My daughter is not even aware that today is her birthday. She is not even aware what a birthday means. And, so for today, I feel very depressed, woke up depressed, and is struggling with depression right now. It's just sad, really, REALLY SAD.
PS: This rant will repeat itself during the Christmas season.