For me I was never loved I was always given stuff...like A-tracks or records or first cassette tape player with Fm/am radio or first CD stereo then the first discman or brand new bikes over the years or just brand new shoes/cleats for soccer: basketball.
But when it came to clothes I was always bought something too small or too large from zellers or sears or the bay or eatons. When I started puberty early everyone made fun of me my mom never allowed me to wear proper bras until I was 15. Lots of crappy sports bras and they were cheap remember so they rip or tear easily.
My sister on the other hand didn’t start puberty early but my mom would give her all my clothes except for bras like la senza or la vie en rose.
I was always used as cheap labour if my dad couldn’t fix it then it was my turn I have only electrocuted myself like 12 times as a kid to a young adult.
My parents were well off but it seemed my mom would always put my dad into debt!
I never learned how to save money or how to pay my debts or balance a check book or do my taxes. Which were all a learning curve at 18 when I moved provinces when my mother kicked me out of the house. Yet my sister is allowed to live my mom and she is 27. Make sense of that!
Anyway like at Christmas my mom always tells me if I don’t believe in Santa she is taking all the presents back I am 33 years old I was told at 9 there was no such thing slimy person! So I pretend as much as possible.
My dad died in 2015 when I moved into the building now he bought me a brand new 1080p LED tv and he said he forever pay for my cellphone.
Now that he is gone my mom is highly pissed off all the time at me!
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