@bluerose my heart breaks for you. I can't imagine losing a child. @Natalka as the mom of boys almost 15 and 18 I just can't fathom, I read the note from the dr and just sobbed. My 18 yr old has alway said he wants to be a donor if it ever happens and the courage of this young 21 year old hockey players should prompt us all to ensure we are all on the donor registry.