Originally Posted by
Natalka
So sorry for everyone's losses - though ours didn't fall just at Christmas, it was when it started. My mom had come here to the city for Christmas Eve celebration at my sister's - the winter was particularly bad that year, and none of us kids had seen her for over a month (well, my brother lived with her, but he was oblivious...). It was awful to see her, so obvious something was very wrong. She got put into the hospital Christmas Day and passed away six weeks later.
I really can fall into a funk and not even want to have Christmas the way we do - and feel like a petulant little kid who wants it to be like the ones I grew up with... I try to not have too many crying jags but for me it's better to get it out.
Sigh!