@cath007 : Hugs to you during this difficult time.
DH is with you on that one as he lost his mother at this time last year. It is his birthday today and last year, his mother went into the hospital for the last time. I can't remember the exact date as I had to stay home with the babies and his family was just living in and out of the hospital on those final days.
Hopefully, there will come a day when you can celebrate the time you had with them, even if it is a long, long, long way away.
Again, more hugs. :love: