Originally Posted by
cath007
Hello to you all,
Sorry of the negativity of my post,if you dont want to read it just dont...I will understand
First of all,I still read all of yours posts,that is the joy to the sanity of my days...
I went last week for a doctor appointement,,It was a nightmare....Really it does.I have more than before high blood pressure and they cannot find the doctor
have difficulties to find the right pill to respond to slow my blood pressure.And oh my good shock ...I am now diabetic....That is a nightmare...
I feel worse than ever...mentally and physically emotionnaly....Always dizzyness...drop of pressure,head heache and nauseous.I cannot make it to the groceries
stores anymore .I dont want to put me in a critic situation.So I eat of what I have stock up my fridge and freezer....
No support from familly,My father say to me it is my own fault to become diabetic,just as my mother was.....That I do nothing good in life and that I am a
disaster human...So I try to live in my bredroom or the night when he is sleeping.
I so miss my dear mother and my brother ,they where not acting like that with me.
So...I slowly try to make me plans to go live at another place..But the appart are so unnafortable right now.I would like a place where I can bring my 2 beloved
cats,the only sense of joy in my pathetic life right now....
I will see of they are any programs I could receive money from or be in a room..I dont know..I feel so lost and tired...