im trying to stay positive that's it no more negativity and being sad from now on going to look at things in a positive way and just smile (well the best i can i hope)

thanx hun *hugs* i am getting better emotionally as the days go by well i think its the fact that i keep myself so busy i don't know how i would react if i sat down and had nothing to do i did start to cry out of know where and sooooo at the wrong time DH had a surprise for me he changed our apartment into a spa and in the middle of the whole thing i just started to cry i still cant respond to some posts here on SCs i tend to choke at times and for that i feel bad and i always have my mind on my scs friends you all said the perfect things that really helped me

I hope you're doing alright. Remember, if you need a shoulder to cry on, I'm always here. I'll always be the listening ear you may need.

I know it's scary, hun, but God has his reasons for doing what he's doing. There has to be a reason my dad is on life support and is still alive right now, just like there has to have been a reason for for the miscarriage. God will give you your child in due time. That child will be happy and healthy and so will you. I have faith.

If you need to talk, I'm here. I know it hurts, and that hurt may never go away, but it may just fade. I think about my two losses all the time. I cry, but the hurt is less.

Thank you Happy Valentine's day to you, too

Thanks for the rep - winter is only here for you guys so far. We had trace teh other morning, but nothing compared to you guys!!

Thank you I must have pulled the heartstrings a little cause I didn't win randomly

omg omg omg you won!!!!!!!! congrats sweety!!!!!

see i think about the lack of sleep and then i say oh my ill be the meanest person out there when i dont get my sleep i tend to be very cranky yet i love kids i wouldnt mind having 3 wheenver im with the fam ill chill with the kids well play and all i spend more time with them then the adults lol now the most likel dont see me as their aunt but as their friend
your little ones look like quiet kids so cute and is a plus for you now with 2
lol its so cute how you want a brood i have to agree with you they are little blessings that warm up the house oh DH will come along if not get your sexy on next thing you know it your dream will come true :D hehe

Aww thank you Actually, they're both really good kids (for the most part ). I'm just missing some sleep now with the little one, and that's why I'm lacking in the energy department. It will come back (at least that's what I'm telling myself), and then my house will be back to normal. Having babies is fun - I want a brood, but DH won't let me. I think he's cutting me off now.

such adorable pictures of hte little ones i want a baby lol a few days ago when i went to toys r us i even picked up the baby magazine sooooooooo now with 2 babies in the house you have every right to rest and be lazy :D

lol its all good i did the same took my shower this morning sent DH to work the decided to sleep some more still in my pjs and lovin it today will be an official SCers pj/lazy day :D

Thanks for the rep - today is just a lazy day, I think. It's pyjama day in our house!! We all had baths in the middle of the day, and are just lazing around

i must say my portion sizes did go up whenever we go to DH's side of the family for dinner they always tend to pile my plat ewith food and always tell me to eat very kind of them to always think of me but because of this i think this is the reason my stomach got bigger i used to eat a 6inch sub at subway now i can have a footlong and maybe some chips or a cookie after *blush* and i hate throwing away food i think of all the people that are less fortunate and then force it down cause i can handle it now *sigh* but for a couple days now i have been making smaller portions and perfect amounts of food for DH and i just enough so we both get full and there is non left
oh and i am 5'6

Working hard and eating right. It's actually all about portion sizes. A lot of people eat the right things, but even too much of the right thing can be bad. I was on LA Weightloss for a while (after DS), and that's what I learned. That and working hard - working out, walking, doing as much physical activity as you can. Oh, and cutting out the munchies is definately a good thing How tall are you? My goal is going to be back down to 130lbs again after this little girl is finally born. That would put me in a size 6ish, which I am happy with

thanx <3
i ordered the Turbo Jam hahahaha
and as of today i am waking up early and staying up b4 i used to send DH to work then go back to bed and sleep till 12
and im not munching down on munchies (ie chocolate, cake, ice cream, chips etc...) only fruits and vegis
this is my plan and i hope it works cause i saw thease REALLY nice jeans at Buffalo and i want to buy them when the SPC discount value doubles on the 26th i think i tried them on and they didnt look so fab if i can go back to how i used to be (121lbs currently i am 143lbs) those jeans would look so fine :D
i really hope this works what do you think? is there anything else i should do?

Congratulations!! That is great Thank you for the compliment. It took a lot of hard work and dedication to lose the 70lbs that I gained with DS. This time I haven't even gained 20 because I've been chasing after him - he started walking right about my 2.5 month period of this pregnancy. If you don't mind my asking, how are you trying to lose the weight?

you have a reason why they dont fit you were pregnant and are pregnant so its ok thats perfectly normal and what do i have to say? im not pregnant hehehe just gaining the extra lbs for no reason :D thats why im stressing out cause if i was to be pregnant ill send up looking like my aunts ay caramba! lmao + you look awesome in the pic above you dont look like you gave birth to a baby! which is awesome!
as of yesterday i have been married for 9 months <3

**DROOLS** Thnak you for that lovely pic!! How long have you been married? Don't worry, none of my clothes fit, either - hopefully soon, though

awwwwwww omg look at the little bugger sooo cute!!! if i was near by i would have picked up a few and dropped them off the only thing i can do at the moment is this

but i feel ya i have no chocolate in my house at least you can eat some tomorrow i am on a strict diet ever since i got married i have gaind 10kg!!! and non of my clothes fit and this is why im eating/drinking stictly healthy things and working out a tad bit more then i used to when i was single :D so i hope you enjoy an extra chocolate bar for me too

Thank you for the rep. That was evil, though. I am now craving chocolate and can't leave DH isn't home tonight, and I can't leave DS home alone, can I? LOL Oh well, I guess I can get some tomorrow.

lol yea im like that with my 2nd bro we just cant stop bickering at each other *rolling eyes* he tends to get involved with everything i do drives me insane well i should slowly get to my cleaning had my sisters family over last night and her 2 year old is a handful you can imagine what she would do to a small apartmant hehe

No problem I won't tell you what I would serve my brother ... we don't get along the greatest