It hurts more when it's someone you love

[koala]

Scer's that know me are aware I am a nurse, and with the profession comes the words of encouragement and "everything with be alright" speech.
Well, I find it difficult to deal with what we are going through.
I recently had some personal health issues, but have pushed them aside so I can once again step up to the plate and be the "strong one."

Bottom line, Willy's heart is poofed. I guess all the treatments for his kidney condition have chewed up his heart and we have come to the realization that one of the heart chambers is not working to it's fullest capacity and overworking the rest of his heart. He is not working (obviously) and always tired. I find I need the keep the eagle eye on this boy because he wants to do stuff, but can't.

He (we) have made the decision that surgery is inevitable, and are awaiting a surgery date.
Who knows how long this will take? We know how the health care system works. It would take another heart attack before he gets bumped up the priority list.

I was hesitant in posting this, but I feel I need your thoughts and prayers and the understanding why I have not been around.

[etown]

Oh gosh Koala... That speech really does hurt more when it is you that receives it. You and Willy have my positive thoughts and all the vibes i can muster. I may not know you well, but on here we are family and if you need anything, please let us know. (((HUGS)))

[TaraF]

Koala, I was just thinking about you both the other day, but I'm sorry to hear of how things are with Willy. I will definately keep you both in my thoughts & prayers as I can only imagine how difficult this is for the both of you right now. Try to take it easy as best you can and always know that we are here for the both of you for whatever you may need. Bless you both.

[Sunraven]

Oh Koala, big hugs, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at this time.

[Shwa Girl]

Hello koala.
I did not know that you were a nurse.
At least you have a "family" of health care providers who will be there for you as you and your family are going through this. Your "family" will make sure you get the best. I hope this is something you can see as a positive.
As a nurse, you already know that you need to take care of yourself, so that you can care for your family at this time.

My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Thank you for sharing your difficult time with us.
Blessings.
Shwa Girl

[koala]

It's comforting knowing I have a support network out there. Thank you.

Thanks Tara. I know you are going through a lot yourself, and I appreciate the time you are taking to think of others.

On a positive note, with Willy at home, and taking it easy, I took the opportunity to buy him a better camera. He takes amazing pictures, so I am hoping this will keep him occupied. I feel this is therapeutic and an investment. It's an excuse to go for casual walks and make him feel better about himself.

[Kitty77]

Hi Koala:
Am so sad to read your post. Willy's health is a real concern for sure. Take care of each other, Hugs, Kitty

[Kitty77]

Darn double post!

[Miss_April]

Oh Koala, you and Willy have my thoughts and prayers. I really do hope you two are able to pull through this difficult time. I will be thinking of you daily, if you need anything, just shout! We are all here for you

[MrsSunshine]

Oh Koala. sending tons of prayers your way.. ((hugs)) for you both.

[KK7]

Koala sending BIG hugs and prayers, Is he going to be able to get it done in Hamilton(gather the General) it is crazy on wait times I just recently had an quote unquote emergency MRI apt took 1 month to get lol. I hope things go quicky! Men can be stubborn about taking it easy hopefully he knows it is for his own good.

[Littlemoe0]

Hugs to both Willy and you Koala, and if you need anything, please let me know.

[Lynn49]

Oh, dear, Koala....I pray that Willy receives the care he needs in short order and that he's safely on the road to recovery. I know how helpless you feel...and how vulnerable..my hubby had a valve replacement a few years ago...the fear is absolutely tangible.
Prayers and blessings on their way to you both...

[heartgirl99]

hi koala.
so sorry to hear about willy's heart troubles.
i hope the wait list isn't too long where you are.
you prob know about this website... but in case
http://www.ccn.on.ca/

gives you info on wait times in ontario for cardiac surgery

sending you a big hug!
heart

[ccmp1974]

Sending thoughts and prayers for you and DH.Take Care