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MMMMmmmmm curly whirly and knitting needles :) I am tempted to try talk the kids into staying home so I knit, instead of heading to the Telus World of Science to see the body works exhibit :) think they might go for it?......
LOL Does school start soon? I could use a break already, trying to keep 3 kids occupied this summer is keeping me very busy.
I have to rant just a little bit though today, for the last month I have finally been able to up my exercise program, to 30-40 cardio and 30 mins of strength every morning, which I wasn't able to do because I would end up with severe edema swelling in my joints. I eat clean and my calorie count is under 1300 yet I have gained 38 pounds, while dealing with whatever my body is doing and fighting with chronic hives.
My doctor has no clue what to do other then give me more immunity suppressing drugs and told me to eat less...... How exactly am I supposed to eat less when I am already on a starvation diet, and workout harder then I ever have. 1 yr ago, if I did this I would be a stick and eating without counting calories. Why can't doctors just listen???? I showed him my daily food log and excerise program along with all the supplements and you know what he has the balls to tell me???
" well just because you write it down doesn't mean you do it, quit eating and exercise more, that will solve your problem"
I just wanted to cry as I sat in his office yesterday, now I am completely pissed. I know that I watch my diet better then 80% of the population, and understand nutrition better then most. Who should know my body and what is normal better then me? I keep telling him that the drugs he has me on are not working and causing more issues and he doesnt care or listen, it is easier to blame me, then admit he doesnt have a clue what to do or to try something else. I am so pissed and stressed over this that I broke out in hives again last night, inspite of the drugs that I am on to keep control over them.
Ok I feel better now that I got that off my chest :) Thank you ladies for listening to my rant.
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To relieve some of my stress yesterday, I went and worked in the garage and fed my creative side and this is what I made :) I am pretty proud of myself that it turned out so good....
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