Sitting here looking for my ambition, I did not get as much done yesterday as I needed too and now I feel like I am running out of time. I really needed to spend one day this weekend working the house, the other doing work. But I slacked off yesterday and today is not looking much better.
I cannot believe how close we are to Christmas, my goal is to have a functioning living room by Christmas and really this is the only weekend I have as next week I am on inventory and working a good part of the weekend (hoping for Saturday only but I have been voted if someone has to go in Sunday it is me, yippee (really no comment this is a HUGE issue we have every year as 95% of the staff feel they are above doing the Sunday so me and another girl have to rotate well everyone else gets the Sunday off and it shows as they do not work as hard to get everything done in one day, I think the new rule should be you screw around you automatically have to come in Sunday). So I really need to go into Super Woman mode and just get it done but I have lost my ambition my whole body is screaming for a nap but I cannot give in as I was spoiled last week and got to sleep in till 6 but this week I have to go back to 5 and a nap would mean issues sleeping tonight.
Why is it when you have to get something done you fight yourself?